You know, sometimes it astounds me how many times I walk into things, fall over things, break things, spill things, knock things over, and injure myself...

Anyway. This is the obligatory cliched journal entry where I tell you about all the useful and productive things I've done and the insightful, interesting things I've said in my absence from DeviantART. As for why I haven't been online (well, I have, but not here) I'm in a completel block period at the moment. I can't write, I can't draw, I can't do anything creative. It's just... gone. With any story or characters, any burst of creativity I have just fizzles out again after a few days. It's immensely frustrating. Added to which, I've been very angry lately, mostly with myself, and haven't been in an artistic frame of mind at all. Turning sixteen hit me hard, I think - I realised that I don't actually have my whole life ahead of me, and there's actually a very limited time I have in which to realise my dreams. Lately, I've actually been pondering the option of giving up on the movie thing - so far, ambition's only made my years growing completely miserable, and it's driving me mad having all these ideas and images in my head all the time. And if something's making me this upset, I'm thinking it's maybe time to let it go.

Wow, that was longer than it was meant to be - sorry about that. So anyway, I'm not in the right mindset for DA at the moment, I'm out of the art loop altogether. SDo you probably won't see me on here for a while - for those of you who'd like to keep in contact, my personal email address is EskimoRose@Gmail.com (see me being all elitist with my Gmail account), I still update my LiveJournal, and I have various IMs *points up* I'm hoping that maybe the summer will charge my creativity a bit, and you might see me online a bit more then. I'm in a bit of a slump at that moment - partly due to exams. However, I have one more (tomorrow) and then ten weeks of freedom, so maybe you'll see me here then. However, the final exam is Maths...

AUDIENCE: Just hold on, grit your teeth, and think of Paul Simonon's cheekbones.
ROSE: Good advice. You lot are being unusually nice...
AUDIENCE: Oh, we'll be back to our usual bitchy selves soon enough. We're just getting off your back while you have your exams.
ROSE: That's so sweet of you!